Assalamualaikum

Hai there :) finally first semester had past and I am totally happy. Then macam biasa, bila habis exam ada cuti. Tapi oleh kerana aku ni menggedik, so aku pun mohon balik awal. Hahaha gedik kan aku? :p Cuti ni bosan gila weh. Tak keluar mana mana pun, paling tinggi pun balik kampung :( lagi tak best nya, RESULT TAK POST RUMAH PUN :( aku nak result sampai rumah time cuti. Aku pun taktau kenapa aku excited sangat nak dapat result.. Dan akhirnya hari yang ditunggu tunggu pun tiba. Result dah cantik ditampal dekat board Form 2 . Cikgu Ila cakap 105 pupil dapat 3.5 above sem ni. And I was like... BIAR BETIK DOH? Aku pun pergi board tengok result. Alhamdulillah aku lepas 3.5 :) aku pun tak sangka aku boleh dapat 3.75 bagi aku tu tinggi sangat :) Aku tak sabar nak tunggu APP . Tak sabar nak dapat duit. Muehehe

Hey there ._.

I feel insecure. I need more locks. Aku taktau kenapa aku rasa insecure sangat lepas aku stalk profile sorang ni. Like seriously, you're so L U C K Y :'( Tapi bila aku fikir-fikir balik, well everbody have their own speciality kan? Well , what's my speciality? Rasa macam takde je :( Be right back *crying*

Result , bila kau nak sampai ni? ._____.

Summer D'Cruz

                                         

Lawa kan dia? Okay kepada sesiapa yang tak kenal awek hot ni lagi, dia ni lah Summer D'Cruz merangkap girlfiend abang hensem kita, Miyyo Azman. Oh btw, dua dua Islam tapi nama diorang je pelik sikit :D

                                        

Ni abang Miyyo kita . By the way, Miyyo dengan Summer ni bukan lah artis ke apa, diorang biasa je. And Miyyo ni famous doh dekat Twitter sebab muka dia comel gilaaa and dia pernah kena bash dulu sampai deactivate account dia *macam aku* But hey after a year hiding DIA DAH DATANG BALIK.!

Back to the story, aku kesian gila okay dekat Summer ni. Dia kena bash teruk gila just because she's wearing tattoo . Weh dia tu Mualaf laaa . I guess dia baru masuk Islam tahun ni and pengetahuan dia tentang Islam sangat sangat lah cetek.

So korang jangan lah bash dia teruk sangat. Ingat diri tu perfect sangat ke? Kalau setakat pakai tudung tapi perangai serupa kafir baik tak payah lah -____-

Daripada korang bash dia, bukan ke lebih mulia kalau korang nasihat dia. Summer ni baik orangnya. Dia takkan melenting tak tentu pasal lah :)

Adios.

                                       

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

I love this song. This song gives me strenght to keep survive in this whole wide world. I'll never give up on us :* But it just you, too week to believe in love :(

Dah 3 hari phone aku tak berbunyi. WHERE'S EVELIBODEH ?? Komer taknak hantar mesej kat iteww ke? u___u

Lepas aku marah cheper kerana selalu mencemar duli dengan sentiasa call aku, phone aku dah tak berbunyi dooo . Kalau bunyi pun, from Twitter je lah.

Nampak sangat aku lifeless... *toink toink*

So, kepada yang membaca, hantar lah mesej dekat den ni haa , den bosan tau dok?

Kbye :*

Hi?

Well , hello there world ! Dah lama dah den tak update blog den ni haa . Actually, I almost forgot that I own one beautiful blog . Heh apa jadah aku speaking ni -________-

So, boarding school's routine memang sumpah penat dan pathetic. Kalau setakat kena roll-call sampai 2 pagi tu takde hal lah . And then campur dengan mid-terms lagi, haiyoo sumpah rasa nak pengsan .

Cakap pasal mid-terms, urmm boleh lah boleh lah not that hard as I expected. Aku nak sangat dapat 3.5 above semester ni. Last semester, pointer aku 3.31 and aku tak belajar satu hapa pun -__-

So, this semester aku dah belajar semampu yang boleh dah aku harap sangat dapat 3.5 and above. Can?

Okay bye.

Finally its holiday

Mid term is over. Now I can feel the air of freedom . But wait , H O M E W O R K S :(

Duhh , semak eh weh homeworks ni. SMK lain takda pun homework . why MRSM why?

Sesungguh nya cuti sekolah semester ni memang terisi dengan pelbagai aktiviti yang berfaedah. 2 folio dalam bentuk handwritting , latihan maths , lakaran untuk subject KHB and banyaaaakkk lagi :(

Y U NO LEAVE?!  -_____-

So its time to say goodbye

So lagi beberapa minit aku akan meninggalkan negeri terchenta gua. Me feeling so sad you know. Rasa macam taknak balik je. Dah lah cuti sekejap nak mampuihh .

Aku tak sabar tunggu cuti penggal . Mek Lin ajak hangout. Well aku okay tapi ada BOB. Aku taknak dia joinn . Eventhough aku dengan bob dah baik tapi still aku tak suka dia. Aku benci dia.

Tapi aku malas nak cakap dekat Mek Lin yang aku tak suka dia. Sebab ramai taktahu pasal aku gaduh dengan dia dulu. Kalau bob join , mampus dia ah. Takde kerja aku nak tegur.

Sorry bob, aku still tak suka kau. Nak buat macamana kan ? :)

Oh by the way, AIMAN ANUAR, this is for you .

Bye awak , i'm gonna miss you. Distance won't ruined our relationship kan ? :') Jaga diri elok elok. Kalau nak curang, saya tak kisah sebab nanti saya pun curang jugak. Hahahaha :D

Bye, you all . Oh btw, doakan aku dapat pointer 3.5 above semester ni . Amin :')

This feelings start to fade away

Hey you,

A long time ago, I was madly in love with you. I repeat, MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. I wrote your name on my diary, put your pictures everywhere and so many things. You named it.

You are soooo charming. You treats me well. You are my Hulk and my beloved Captain America. No words can describe how much i'm in love with you.

But it was a long time ago.

Now, you're being so pathetic. Fucking pathetic. I hate you. You like to assume things that did not happen at all. You asked me to call you every night just because I'm using bills. What the fish, maannn?

One more things. Just because I didn't pick up your calls doesn't mean I don't give a damn about you anymore. I still care about you. I'm just so lazy.

My feeling towards you start to fade away.

Lets settle everythings tonight.

Finally

Akhir nya berkat usaha yang tinggi beserta keyakinan yang menggunung, berjaya jugak gua siapkan folio sivik kesayangan ni. Ramai yang pening nak cari definisi Cuti-cuti Malaysia.

Aku pun pening jugak tapi setelah aku merayu-rayu dekat pakcik Google, akhirnya dapat jugak. Aku amik dekat soalan ringkasan PMR tahun berapa entah dekat internet dan aku pun copy :)

Wink senang kan?

# Saya Hebat dan Berjaya !

When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

 And I find my paradise.

I watched The Avengers last night at One Utama and I swear, it was fudging awesomeee !! Captain America sumpahh comeellll gilaaaa

 

                                                                 

Yang shirtless tu lah Captain America. Hensem kann?

Btw, tadi aku bukak BeautifulNara and baru aku tahu Fasha Sandha dah kahwin. Outdated nya aku. Okay tu je aku nak cakap, takde kaitan dengan Captain America pun -.-

This is just so shit.

Yesterday was very productive. I swear, fucking productive. A lot of shits happenned last night. We fight for no reasons. Okay, i lied. Just because I dont answer your call, you say I dont care about you anymore?

Hey machaa, me at Cinema so how can I answer your call? Duhh, shit eh weh you ni.

Pergi mampus lah. Kau dekat Lenggong tu pergi main rugby, jangan kacau aku yang tengah enjoy.

Go die.

I want you to be my Hulk. To protects me wherever I go and smash whoever makes me cry. I want you to be my anchor throughout the storm and and the turbulence. I also want you to be my Captain America, who will protects me from danger. I also want you to be my own Zayn Malik, charming and will always sing to me a lovely song. I want you to be mine. Yeah I want that. Could you ?

Macamane nak printscreen dekat laptop ?

My standardise 2 results

As you predict, it is much worse than before.

BM : 65
BI : 75
SC: 60
MATHS : 70
GEOGRAPHY : 78
SEJARAH : 83
KHB : 72
PAI : 90

haihh sumpah aku tension dapat markah macam ni. Mid exams dah nak dekat tapi result still macam hampeh -.-

I hate this.

Aku benci blog style baru ni. Its fucking complicated. Aku nak tekan pun susah.  

                                                 Babi eh wehhh

Wish you cared

I feel like screaming, I feel like telling everybody how I feel about them but nooooo, I will get criticized as always. It's a good thing, I care about other's feelings if not... Everybody would hate me. I'm tired of hiding my real feelings man. Fucking tired.